(more) gibb

I'm a rebel in my thoughts, exercising my insanity ... Drastic emotions, fluctuating rapidly...remaining calm on the surface because the world's not ready for me yet.... (Random thoughts)

Another bitter love poem, tears stain the sheets it's written on, with a hint of mascara and dignity...sleeping by ways of crying spells...leading to unsweet dreams waking me before sunrise....swollen eyelids split carefully, salted tears reaching the tip of my lips, my tongue to lazy to taste them away...exhausted from asking why. Why doesn't matter though, the answer won't change the dull throb, it will only bring life to more questions. So ill be quiet now...and listen to myself heal, its therapeutic. (random thoughts)



Forever cannot be proven because none of us will ever be there to see when forever meets eternity...but what I can promise is that I will give you all of my days and hope that will suffice. (Random thoughts)


 
I want to lose my mind, so it's no longer an option to think before I speak...raw truths spilled to insecure ears stab like dull knives...reaching the corners of my internal, spreading like fire through my veins...reminding me of the sting I became all too familiar with...a numbing throb that blends in with weak heartbeats. (Random thoughts)


You have become my favorite weekend vacation...leaving without going anywhere, just relaxing in you. Safe travels and good conversation. You are my gateway to a getaway...and I want to stay there for a while. (Random thoughts)


 
I miss those little things that were big things because she did them...


Its true....you can love someone with all your heart, but sometimes it reaches a point when love isn't enough to keep it going.....(Not so random thought)


 
I have fallen victim to your charming wit and gazing eyes...don't save me from it though, my smile and I like it here...we plan to stay for a while, if that's okay with you. (Random thoughts)


 

gibberish....again

i would love to have you over....hot tea and slow music...windows open so we can enjoy the world and all its smells....before we get close enough to breathe each other in. skin on skin, spark goosebumps and racing heartbeats...warm breath met with moist lips....i would love to have you over.... (random thoughts)



I scowered my vocabulary, got on my hands and knees shuffling through words and phrases....I searched in the deepest corners of my mind and the warmest parts of my heart and couldn't find the words to say to you....so please, can I show you instead?? (random thoughts)


today is the day when the moments flow effortlessly...when sunlight welcomes me into the afternoon as if it waited for me to arrive. mother nature's melodies in my ear coming through my open windows, just loud enough to hear over my flighty humming as i sway my hips and groove with my surroundings. this is where love waits in anticipation for the next chance to fill me. (random thoughts)



And I became new (again)....shedding scars, whole and no longer absent minded because I relocated my common sense and stored it where my heart was....(Random thoughts)


I dive low, below wastelines and hip bones and get high....perfecting the equilibrium that is us. (Random thoughts).


Sometimes I forget what your love tastes like....or maybe I just like when you remind me. (Random thoughts)


You are a movement. An ever changing, always evolving being...and I love to watch you. Move me.(Random thoughts)


I despise the hole you left behind, and I found myself trying to fill it with irrelevant conversations and late night television...but I'm good now, I think. Or atleast my mind is hypnotizing my heart to believe it to be true. That'll do...for now.(Random thoughts)

Thinking deep...floating to the top though...right at the cusp of knowing and uncertainty... (Random thoughts)

Be brief, but take your time....(random thought)

I'm curious to know what you think, but ill never ask, I'm more comfortable with what my imagination has created for us right now... (Random thoughts).Let me know when it's safe to fall again....I hesitate because I just found all the pieces of me. So this time, make sure you catch me. (Random thoughts).





 

 

gibb.

I want to free fall into you...without fear. and as i am introduced to your secret depths i will memorize your every being so that i can truly say, i know you inside and out (random thoughts).


 
There comes a moment...when you're sitting still, in silence, and you realize exactly who you are, and in that moment...it feels like you're falling in love. (Random thoughts)

gibberish (not so much)

I wish my heart could speak for my mouth....it knows just what to say

My Little Prince

On March 11th, at 2:11am a prince was born.  Noah Jalani Michael Burkes

He has personified perfection...

I am going to love him beyond forever.

gibberish.

The evidence of our lost love still resides in the corners of my smile....sitting there awaiting a relapse of the thing that we once were... (Random thoughts)


 
 
I sing with my soul exposed, my eyes closed and in the back of my mind, I remember that you love my voice...and so I keep on.  (Random thoughts)


Lay your lips on the nape of my neck...seduction. (Random thought)

i am

i am ...
the product of my shattered environment
so that makes me broken.
unidentifiable.
a poet with no words.
painter with no brush.
singer with no lyrics.
i lack the instruments for perform my craft,
i am empty handed...empty hearted.
where do i go from here?