Tuesday, September 8, 2009

My Torture.....

(Esthero - My Torture)
For anyone who doesnt know this woman and her music, you are truly missing out.  She is grimy, raw, jazzy, sensual and real.  unlike the radio, her music is good.  its deep...penetrating, makes the wheel turn in your mind and gets your head bobbin' at the same time.  i am sititng at work now. listening to her track "my torture".  you know its a good song if you put it on repeat to make sure you dont miss what she is saying to you.  Its one of those, "gotta here every word" songs.  which brings me to this point...have you ever reached the point where loving someone ended up being your own personal torture?  loving so deep and not being able to have that love returned equally....or maybe loving the wrong person even though it feels like you are doing it for all the right reasons?  who has been your personal heaven and hell?  your torture....your pleasure and pain.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Question 2?

Is it possible to ever fall in love as deeply as you did the very first time?  - or - Once you have fallen out of love with someone, can you ever fall back in love and it be better than the first time you fell?

raindrops

(outside of my building )

im up early again for a couple extra hours at work...and lucky me! i get to stare out the window and the rare AZ weather that is goin on right now.  it is beautifully overcast, cool winds and sprinkling.  i love this weather more than you know and i cant wait to get home, get comfy and have a cup of coffee and just breathe in the rain air.