Tuesday, May 31, 2011

(more) gibb

I'm a rebel in my thoughts, exercising my insanity ... Drastic emotions, fluctuating rapidly...remaining calm on the surface because the world's not ready for me yet.... (Random thoughts)

Another bitter love poem, tears stain the sheets it's written on, with a hint of mascara and dignity...sleeping by ways of crying spells...leading to unsweet dreams waking me before sunrise....swollen eyelids split carefully, salted tears reaching the tip of my lips, my tongue to lazy to taste them away...exhausted from asking why. Why doesn't matter though, the answer won't change the dull throb, it will only bring life to more questions. So ill be quiet now...and listen to myself heal, its therapeutic. (random thoughts)



Forever cannot be proven because none of us will ever be there to see when forever meets eternity...but what I can promise is that I will give you all of my days and hope that will suffice. (Random thoughts)


 
I want to lose my mind, so it's no longer an option to think before I speak...raw truths spilled to insecure ears stab like dull knives...reaching the corners of my internal, spreading like fire through my veins...reminding me of the sting I became all too familiar with...a numbing throb that blends in with weak heartbeats. (Random thoughts)


You have become my favorite weekend vacation...leaving without going anywhere, just relaxing in you. Safe travels and good conversation. You are my gateway to a getaway...and I want to stay there for a while. (Random thoughts)


 
I miss those little things that were big things because she did them...


Its true....you can love someone with all your heart, but sometimes it reaches a point when love isn't enough to keep it going.....(Not so random thought)


 
I have fallen victim to your charming wit and gazing eyes...don't save me from it though, my smile and I like it here...we plan to stay for a while, if that's okay with you. (Random thoughts)