Monday, August 31, 2009

omg!

(not my actual bike...wish it was though)
i started my new shift today at work, 12 noon to 8:30pm.  it's not bad so far.  i get to wake up and have a relaxing morning, no rushing from bed to shower to closet to work.  it is a more chill, mellow morning.  i took my dogs for a walk, made a good hot pot of coffee.  enjoyed sitting on my couch watching a little tv and then started to get ready for work.  i was trying to figure out what would be most comfy to where to work after riding a bike from my house to my job.  so i searched through my closet and found my black leggings that i love oh so much.  i slipped into them, found a spandex type top and threw on my "Jesus shoes".  i said my goodbyes to the pups and BFI and hauled my bike down 3 flights if stairs.  yes, you read right 3 flights.  and for those of you who don't think it is such a big deal to have a nice bike ride to work, think again.  I live in Arizona...enough said.  from my house to my job its about a 6 mile trip.  and let my also mention that i have not ridden a bike since i was probably 10 years old.  and even though you never forget how, it was an intresting adjustment.  i just start peddling, and it doesn't feel so bad at first.  there is a slight breeze so it isnt unbearable.  i can't help but smile because i am using a cheap and environmental friendly alternative to getting around town.  and then i start to sweat...yuck.  now i am an athlete and have been my entire life.  so sweat isn't something i am a stranger to, but i am going to work here.  i have to be professional, so i started to frown more than smile...and then my ass started to hurt.  not like a good workout hurt, like a OMG my ass is raw from the seat kind of hurt.  but i just kept on pushing and peddling and yessss!  sweet victory!  i made it to work with almost 20 minutes to spare.  those 20 minutes were definately needed to help my body and booty cool down from my 6 mile umm death ride. lol  but it was worth it. 

Thursday, August 27, 2009

one of those days

i am having one of those "leave me the hell alone" days. the kind of day where i am too sick and too tired to deal with people's garbage. i am irritated, frustrated, annoyed, angered, tired, aggravated etc. i am ready to get up and move away....far away. to a place that even if only for a moment i can catch my breath before my daily battles start up again. i want to leave and disappear into a place where i dont wake and have to wipe the stress from my eyes. does this place exist? because i am having one of those days today....

Thursday, August 13, 2009

to love is to live....then why do i feel like im dying?
its bittersweet really....more bitter right now than sweet... tangy i guess
draining.confusing.amazing.heartbreaking.hurtful.joyful etc.
dreaming of something and it becoming reality only to possibly slip away again is numbing.

currently : hoping for the best of my wishes to be granted.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Early to bed...



...early to rise

I am at work early today, and I am lacking my caffeine fix. Waking up early isn't the bad part...its the sitting on my ass for the next 8 hours that KILLS me. I have been an athlete all my life...basketball, track,soccer,volleyball,swim,football (yeh I'm a tomboy)...and here I am, 23 years old and I work in a building, with cubicles, and headsets. YUCK right? All the exercise and activity that I used to be a part of has withered away. And now I am just a regular person with a regular job. How boring is that? I think that it is about time that I change that! Routine is not for me AT ALL....time to spice things up a bit. wish me luck :)