incomplete thoughts fracture my mentality into a size unnoticeable
i am unseen and unheard as if drowned out by loud music
beating, drumming, screaming through to you,
but you dont hear me
i am a tiny whisper in your ear that you flick away like a bumble bee humming beside you
when before i was loud... a mighty lion in your memory that you refused to ignore
where did my voice go?
or is it still here, you just turned me down.....mute.
my cheeks freeze from my icicle tears
i am not warm blooded
cold to the touch like winter wind because your firey eyes dont look my way anymore
instead i shutter by the graze of your cold shoulder
i scratch away my nail polish to keep my fingers busy
i tap my feet to the ground to remind my heart how to beat on rhythm
sometimes i am forced to tell my lungs how to breathe
they momentarily forget that i am in fact alive
(to be continued)
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